I Love Love

I have always loved love, in every shape and size.  Its hard to love, love when your heart is broken.  It is hard to see love when your heart is broken.  I still love to see people in love,  that gaze.  It warms my soul but now it breaks my heart.  Once upon a time I had true love, the stuff that books are written about.  The kind of love I could only have imagined in my dreams.  In one day it was all taken from me,  i am working really hard to keep things together.  When a heart is broken does it really ever truly heal?  I know that one day I will not feel all of this pain but, will it ever really go away?  I just want to wake up and not think about it.  I want to see the world as I always have, with love!  I want to love love again!  I want to see people in love and not have my heart hurt!  I want to see people in love and not think about the pain.  Will a heart ever truly heal???  I dont know.......if you find out let me know.  I would like to start repairing mine as soon as possible.

Maybe one day you will see.....

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin6. "Love is the beauty of the soul."
--St. Augustine

The temperature is dropping and so is my heart

I know that you've done some changin' 
And I know there's no changin' your mind
And yes I know
We've been through this a thousand times
I'm sorry for still holdin' on
I'll try to let go and I'll try to be strong, and I'll 
Wish you the best
And I wish you nothing less
Than every thing you've ever dreamed of 
And I hope that you find love along the way
But most of all
I wish you'd stay