I Love Love

I have always loved love, in every shape and size.  Its hard to love, love when your heart is broken.  It is hard to see love when your heart is broken.  I still love to see people in love,  that gaze.  It warms my soul but now it breaks my heart.  Once upon a time I had true love, the stuff that books are written about.  The kind of love I could only have imagined in my dreams.  In one day it was all taken from me,  i am working really hard to keep things together.  When a heart is broken does it really ever truly heal?  I know that one day I will not feel all of this pain but, will it ever really go away?  I just want to wake up and not think about it.  I want to see the world as I always have, with love!  I want to love love again!  I want to see people in love and not have my heart hurt!  I want to see people in love and not think about the pain.  Will a heart ever truly heal???  I dont know.......if you find out let me know.  I would like to start repairing mine as soon as possible.